Goodbye 2011 ! Happy New Year! Happy 2012! Wish everybody have a great new year! =)

It's too boring and I have to find something to cheer myself~~~

It's December.

The most busy month.

The Christmas month.

Woke up after slept for 'DON'T KNOW HOW MANY HOURS'

The sky is dark,

with storm lightning.

Starring at the book :" the five people you will met in heaven."

I'm thinking of what is waiting for me for the next year.

It's cloudy.

Merry-go-round the life.

Popular book fair at megamall penang

Although it is much smaller compare to book fair at straits quay, I still can buy some books here. :)

Many things are too unfair. I have bad mood for whole day due to something which are not fair. Why am I supposed to do this and do that?  So don't forgive me if I show my temper on you. I seldom do like this. This is unforgivable and not mature at all. But I'm a libra. It's too hard for me to accept anything which is very very unfair.

I'm a Libra. No doubt.

Libra and Temperament:

Libras have excellent instincts and intuition, most of the time they do not trust them enough. Libras are likely to be underachievers due to the easygoing attitude. This does not mean that they are necessarily lazy, they just make do with whatever comes their way. They do not want anything badly enough to fight for it. The only time that a Libra will usually stand up is if a situation is unfair, the only time a Libra will definitely stand up is if they feel something involving them is unfair. They need their respect and their fairness, after all, Libra has done so much for other people, it deserves at least fairness, right? When this issue comes into play, Libra becomes courageous. 

Libra and Business:

Libras dislike hard work, they are lazy when it comes to getting their hands dirty and doing the work themselves. Fortunately, their intuitive instincts are good at telling them where money can come from. They can think up great business ideas that are original and bound for success, they can initiate the idea but they need someone else to do the work. Libras make good business partners but not good business people on their own. Libras have potential of being a good leader with their diplomatic ways, but but they are just too lazy to do the hard work required and climb a corporate ladder. A good way for Libra to become wealthy is through artistic endeavors. They can be painters, interior decorators, actors or writing screenplays or composing. These are great ideas because it incorporates Libra's hobby with a moneymaking venture. 

Libra Deep Inside:

They are also likely to hide or bend their own true feelings in order to bring peace with a group and to make others like them. Sometime this results in them not really knowing what their true feelings are because they are trying to make everyone happy. Other people can see this and Libras have earned themselves a reputation for being indecisive, they simply do not want to hurt anyone's feelings or cause disorder or friction in a situation. This spills over inside the person and many times, Libras have difficulty making decisions. Inside, the Libra is very insecure, they suffer from a lack of self confidence, they are always searching for something to complete them. This is another reason why they are social butterflies, it is an unconscious attempt to find the missing peace through other people. By trying to appease other people all the time, Libras don't really know who they are inside. Libras desperately need love and approval, they will do the favors that people ask and and have a hard time saying 'no' or 'I'm too busy' in order to prove how nice they are, this gradually builds up resentment and negative self esteem issues inside. Libra's indecisiveness is caused by fear, their fear that a wrong decision will make everything come crashing down around them and cause turmoil in their lives. Life is not like that and the Libra that acknowledges the fact that life has ups and downs will be less emotionally wound up, not so hard on themselves and as a result, they will be a much happier person. 

Libra and Independence:

Libras like to be around other people, they are all about partnerships and groups. They are happiest when other people are around and when other people are doing their work. They are lazy but like posh surrounding and nice decor. These two extremes could strike a balance and the Libra living on his own could either have a very messy place or a very intricately decorated place. They can be independent, they have the intelligence and the full capability within but would a Libra rather co-exist/depend on others.

Libra and Friendship:

Libras love excitement, new situations, adventure and the unusual. They make friends with people from all walks of life and they are always up to something new and exciting with enthusiasm. Libras are great at getting along with people, everyone likes a Libra. They are all about partnerships and groups, they are the glue that hold a group together because they are the ones responsible for keeping harmony and peace. Libras have mastered the art of relationships, not just romantic but business, personal, and family relationships just to name a few. No one is able to see another person's point of view better then a Libra.

:)

Back from popular bookfair at strait quay :)

Spend above RM200 with Lin and get a RM10 book voucher

We bought these

Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. at the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. you can’t tag the person who tagged you. since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so i can see your weirdness.

Saw from a girl's blog. No one tag me. LOL

1. I can listen to pop song too. 

    Don't be surprised if one day I sit beside you, listen to pop song or sing a pop song. mendelssohn and tchaikovsky just can't satisfy me. :P

2. I don't like miss. S

    Damn you, just STOP scout everything of me.

3. I like shopping. 

    Ooooh, that's the reason why my purse is getting thinner and thinner. 

4. I like forensic chemistry although I don't know what the lecturer taught

    Please don't talk in your malay slang la. Only those malay can understand what you say. I've been in chinese school from primary to pre-U. It's really hard for me to trying to get what you say. SPEAK ENGLISH!!!

5. Exam comes tomorrow but i'm still blogging here

    Exam is sucks but recently I like exam very much. Uv-vis, IR, Fluorescence... bla bla bla

6. I like drama, especially korea drama

    I like drama which the story set in the past. Their traditional costume is awesome and preeetty. And I love more if the OST is nice. 

7.  More stress when I put more afford on something

     If I didn't put any afford on it (for example, exam), it means I don't care it at all, I won't stress. But if I really put afford on it. It means I very care about it. Then I will stress. I couldn't breath. Cough, cough and cough. 

8. I 'hate' curry and sambal for now

    If you eat indian curry on monday. Back to home on tuesday ur mum ask you to eat instant curry noodle. Have nasi lemak on wednesday night as dinner. Have malay kuih on the next morning. then continue to have indian food in afternoon..... Don't mention curry or sambal in front of me. sick of it.

9.I always hope I can have a day sit in library from the very early morning until very midnight. 

   First reason, I can focus. Second reason, no one talks to me. Third reason, the movie download speed is fast. 

10. I miss many things. 

      Miss the time hang out with friends, miss the time I can practice violin for whole day, miss the time in my school band, miss the time I can sleep for whole day, miss the time I can sit at home read harry potter from morning until midnight....

11. I want to clean my room

      I hate dust. I hate anything that will make my lung weaker and weaker. And I enjoy killing dust. 

But I only have a small computer vacuum. zzz. Also happy when I find out something that I've collected but put it at a dark side and dusty place. 

12. I have three good friends. A pig, a dog and a bear. 

      I always miss them when I'm staying in 07-16B. 

13. I want perm my hairs but I can't find a time. 

      I don't want to do it during cny. It will cost more. :(  and will it be better if I perm my hairs? My hair will become lesser or not?

14.I always do stuff last minute.

     Is this a syndrome? Cos I can't cure myself with this at all. So please pushing me. I push my student to move foward and foward but I can't push myself. 

15.I like plurk more than facebook. 

     Plurk gt many cute emoticons and my sampat plurk gang. ( p/s: I won't say kho ko seng and the gang) should be Ah lay and her gang. 

16. Emo stay away from me. 

      Emo is sux. It won't make anything better. :)

Tag:

1. Irene, kks (you two names must in pairs)

2. Ah tay ( so go create a blog and complete this task)

3. Ting Mei (long time no updates)

4. Siew Li (sleepiepig is gone)

5. Cheng Keok (give you soemthing to blog with)

6. Seet Yee (long time no updates)

7.Carol Wong (lovely roommate, and your article is awesome)

8.Lay See (long time din heard from you 
9.Khaw Lin(the gay partner)

Long time don't have such feeling.
I want to know more and more. :)

My two little student cry badly today.
The reason she cry: Teacher, I forgot to bring rosin.
The reason her little sister cry : Teacher, I forgot to bring my pen.

I'm happy because I have all of you in my life. My dear family and friends.

Popular Mega Bookfair at Straits Quay, Penang

Popular book fair is coming again!!And it held at sStraits Quay! Is time for me to shop!Wieeeee.

For the past three days, i tried to isolate myself from everything. I went back to my hostel and have a calm and peace three days.I have a nice time with ah tay. Study, lunch and dinner time. Although I nearly broke in these three days because of the expensive lunch and dinner, but it's worthwhile.Have a nice time with friends is priceless. The whole hostel is very quite for now.Everybody went home. So now I try to decrease my time in social network after I've used to it for three days. =)

Some favorite korea drama with nice OST

                                                                   Beethoven Virus-Passion

                                                                      Hwang Jin Yi

                                                                           My Girl

                                                            Tamra the island-your tears

                                                          Love story in Harvard

                                                        autumn in my heart-reason

Sushi Bonanza at queensbay

So I went to sushi bonanza at sushi king, queensbay with cheah xin,poh siew,yi ying, fu wei and danny.We ate 30++ plates of sushi. hmm... actually should be 4 ppl ate 30++ because cheah xin and danny didn't eat much. hehe. Total RM90++.

 

yummy. i love sushi. 

:)

Thanks to my family and friends for my birthday present.

from dad :)

from bro :)

These five guys just gave me a card. :(

Kidding, they gave me a watch. :)

from ting mei, I haven't put any picture into it. :(

from siew li, it's still at my table(but is butterworth's one,not penang) XD

AWESOME VIOLIN CONCERTO

 

tchaikovsky violin concerto movement 1 by akiko suwanai

 

mendelssohn violin concerto by sarah chang

 

brahms violin concerto third movement by ray chen

 

sibelius violin concerto by akiko suwanai

 

butterfly lover's violin concerto by lu si qing

 

paganini violin concerto

 

zigeunerweisen by chee yun

So i went to cathay cinema at prangin mall and watch hong kong ghost stories. This is my first time watch a horror movie in a cinema. ( this is not because i'm afraid of horror movie, is no one dare to step in into the cinema with me to watch horror movie).
   Then I discover some new restaurant other than summer cafe ( i still like summer cafe, NO DOUBT).The first we go is home recipe. My friend order tomyam mee and chocolate. And I have my favorite cheesy chicken baked rice and mint. Here's are the picture.

 

cheezy chicken baked rice

                                                                   Chocolate drinks

Before we get back to butterworth, we have our tea time at fibre world and japanese cuisine.

 

 left one: carrot juice  right one: combination of honey,alovera,apple,pineapple and cabbage

    

Chocolate Doraeyaki :)

So, now I shall focus on STUDY and stop thinking of food.

1. close facebook
2. close plurk
3. close blogger
4. close google +
5. OPEN MY BOOK AND STUDY

so bye bye peeps. see you all one week later. 

It's holiday.So here is my to-do-list:
1. Homework and assignment
2. Study
3. Movie
4. Clean my stuff
5. Practice Violin

Hence I decide to off my facebook for one week. Err, but it seems like got many things to look at facebook recently. Not much time to hang out. I miss yamcha time with ah tay and ah gaik.

And I finally have time to change my blog template. erm... it's black with some pink. And I change my playlist too. No more tchaikovsky. haha.

SOC concert

Finally SOC concert ends, i didn't have enough of sleep these past three days. Headache. Hello to my first holiday's morning. :)

My playing on violin is getting worse. A good violinist should practice violin everyday, with minimum 4 hours. But I even can't spend one hour for it. Must start to plan a time to practice violin. It's time to upgrade my violin technique. Gambateh!

emo?

Cheah xin is going home later and i'm still need to stay til tomorrow. :(

My 21st gift

Thanks to Irene, Ko Seng, Cai Fong, Jojo and cheah xin for the watch. It's pretty. and pinky too. (although pink is not my color, but it seems everyone like to buy pink watch to me include my dad). i like the smiley face. Dankeschon! :)

New Cello

Two new cello coming to SOC. I'm very happy with that.
One cello cost RM1500. Suit for a cello student. The sound is better than the one I play now, for sure.
But why I so happy is next time I no need to practice or play alone. I have cello friends practice with me. XD
won't be so alone and can learn things from them. :)

Mood

Monday- Ish, lecture and lab again.
Tuesday-My mood sure happy la. No lectures today. Some more have orchestra practice at night. :)
Wednesday- Yaya, my mood same as the doraemon. Especially this day I have to go through a two hour boring lecturer.
Thursday-Busy with lab and lecturer. But quite happy because friday is coming.
Friday-Will be happy after finish lecture and back home. :)
Saturday-My working day. But won't so tension. Can get some rest and have fun.
Sunday-Sunday always sux to me. Monday is coming again. :(

2am

It's 2am.
I'm still blogging,fb-ing,and plurking.
Having insomnia, think of many things happened these fews days.
I think i'm serious than emo.
depression.
I need anti depression.
Every morning wake up with a pain heart.
Looking at the mirror,
I smile to myself.
cheers myself to work hard in a new day.
Smile is the only medicine for me.
And of course the cheapest one.

Don't simply make a promise

This is damn true.
It's a hurt on others if you can't make ur promise.
You are just wasting others people time.
Think properly before you make a promise,
and don't give answer with 'maybe'.
Be sure and have a truly heart before you promise anything.

Just break the rules ;)

:(

Something bad is happened.

But what can I do?

Cry? Asking somebody for help?

NO.

Just smile and face it.

Because it is won't be a problem to you forever.

Shall I?

Met my ex-student yesterday. I teached her chinese when she was standard three. Now she is form one.Her mum is asking me to give her daughter tuition.Shall I take the job? It's much more better than the job at hamley. Shall I? I want money! :)

I want....

SLEEP
REPORT
WATCH DRAMA
FACEBOOK
HOOPING ON BLOG
CHATTING
GO HOME
EAT


STUDY!!!!!!!!!!  :(

Smile :)

Everyday try to persuade myself to smile.Sometimes it's pretty awful when people not appreaciate your help.But I use smile to return them.  :)

I want SLEEP :(

I want to play his music.

violin and piano version for howl's moving castle. 

Orchestra version for laputa castle in the sky

violin and piano version for totoro tunnel of the wind

Legend of ashitaka sekki from prince mononoke : piano,violin,erhu and guzheng version

summer

Photo Shooting

Get camera from my dad.wieeeee. I'm gonna capture some nice picture in this month. :)

:)

Bro is asking what present I want for my 21st birthday.Well, I also don't know what I want. I will like whatever you buy for me la.

Is she an idiot?

To the malay girl:
  It's too shame to call you as my student. You are not qualify to be my student. I really hate a betrayer. For a person like you, you won't success in your life. Simple instructions you also can't follow. Rich doesn't means everything. Knowledge is the power. You can't play the instrument is because you are not hard working, too greedy, too stupid.This is the last advice I can give you, never appear in front of me.

Ish

I CAN'T PRACTICE MY VIOLIN NOW BECAUSE MY BRO IS SLEEPING NOW.ISH. NO FREEDOM AT HOME. BRO, ARE YOU A PIG?

Thank you :)

Busy versus Sleepy :(

New semester start.Everything are such a mess, my day always end with 'tired' ,'sleepy'.I really hope that I have 48 hours in one day. A pile of notes and text are waiting for me to study and read. Laboratory works drives me crazy, especially the reports. When I absent for orchestra practice, they will say seow lay is lazy. Saturday working, my student, can you all don't always absent and absent and practice harder? Activities kills my weekends. Last week went to run for peace. Tonight going to wanderer's concert. :) I really like this kind of life, busy life. But I don't want a tired life. Try to make myself smile for everyday. Hope I can done good on everything. Gambate,work hard, be energetically, be positively!